I have an amazing conception of my higher power.  He is loving and care very much for me.  I need his protection to carry me into the kingdom.  He has granted me the power to heal through prayer.  I haven't been in this practice very long. I can't change someones attitude toward my gift and offer insight to allow me to pray for them.  Hopefully I can reach out and help someone desperate need of healing.  Thinking about offering my services for money, but if I can reach out to the rainbow family then it would benefit a cause.  Still not exactly sure what that cause is directly, but if I can survive out there traveling around then I feel at liberity to share my amazing gift to members.  I am not connected to any other group so I am still pretty green.