I have this theory that every religion is true simaltaneosly but i have a strong feeling in the belief in reicarnation, in Zulu there are two worms, red and blue, good and evil, that are within us and both are necessary for our survival because they balance eachother out and they are the Moya.  The Ena is the other part of us that passes on to the afterlife, but the journey leads back to Earth.  That's what Black Elk saw in his vision too, amongst a sky filled with shapeshifting gods, that there's a hole in heaven, and we come back to Earth, and I also know that animals were here on Earth long before man, hence the ancient skeletons discovered all over by archeologists... it makes me wonder what the next plan is for us, like what kind of beings will rule the earth next, if the humans don't destroy it first.  I believe in the darkness, but where does that come from?  Could it be, different gods, a god of darkness and a god of light?  My mother doesn't support my religion, she wont get me a dreamcatcher even with my own money, when i had a dreamcatcher i couldn't wait to go to sleep everynight i had so many visions, it was amazing, i saw a worm in white light merge with a wolf and become a wolfworm that started chasing miniature lions and Bob Marley sang me a song, it was amazing!  I really wish i had a dreamcatcher now, the one i got was made in china so it doesn't work, if anyone could help me get a dreamcatcher i would REALLY appreciate it, and also if anyone knows any meditation techniques that could help me or even any good books out there i haven't read yet, anyone got something to share with me please do, PEACE N LOVE FROM THE DARKSIDE(^o^)