Rainbow pulls me in. All the pain must be healed. I've decided to live, i think. Feeling is coming back to me, the power of joy I can sometimes feel wash over me for life. But, the shadow of death isnt that dark anymore. its looking better and better as every day that drags me along with it goes by-in alcohol and anger. Well, my friend, You knew me as a rainbow. Id told you all about it. You even had to go check it out for yourself, and was amazed by all the beautiful souls you'd found. You…

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an entertaining short from the book im reading People of the Fire

 

"I dont know why the Wise One Above does it this way. Seems a shame, but I suppose its just another reflection of how the universe was made in the first place."

 

"What are you talking about?"

 

"Circles. Hm? Oh, I mean about the way every person learns things. Truths, if you will...laws about the way the world works. Then when people get old, they got all this stuff they've learned…

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i had a dream last night i was on a mission to get a book id never read before written by Dan Millman from one end of the Don Holt bridge to the other..but the river was flooding really fast. it took the last guy a long time to read the book, but i read it entirely while crossing the bridge in a matter of moments. and when i looked up, big ocean waves were coming over my head and i had to cling to the bridge and talk others through staying calm while trying to stay afloat so i had to keep… Continue

this dream woke me up crying, it felt like prison and worse.

i was a native american indian walking around the forest with a band of indians that were my friends and family. everything was pure and green and crisp, the sunlight came in through the trees and we crunched barefoot on leafy trail around and around. i have to add, it was the experience of the walking itself that stands out. the comfortability and steadiness, like i had strength from my head to my toes, like i was taller,…

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